lots of different things really
well its officially *that* day, will light a candle at church tomorrow.
had my 2nd drum lesson on saturday. it was truly fab – it makes me so happy. i am so glad igot the opportunity to do this.
On friday a message was left by the estate agent for the house we want o puchase, they said we might exchange next week. this came as a complete “holy shit” shock to us. Dh has been washing clothes all day and tidied the bedroom. i did the bathroom thoroughly and then helped dd with her room – which looks great now.
poor ds was left to his own devices, needless to say its still a shithole.
dh promises to to great tidying things on his week off next week. sorting things out and getting somewhat ready.
all we seem to have done is packed books!
Dropped Ds’s GF, her sister, the sisters BF and dd a Butlins today to see DS. they had a great time and DS seems to be liking it a lot more. they didn’t go in Butlins becuase you have to pay – but tey all went to beack - dd is really sun burned.
she and i are supposed to be having a girly day tomoz ( today) face masks, false nails, cheesy 80’s films and CAKE! we came to this decision after we had a long chat last week, she realised i missed her and that she misses me too – so we have designated time to each other – then i think later we are all going to see the new Indiana Jones movie.
Oh My God!
Lucs makes phone call
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Lyndsey “hello”
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payton “hello”
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Brook “hello”
cut back to Lucas ” I have 2 tickets to Vegas. Dya wanna come with me and get married?
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OMG! who? arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh
Ahhhhhhhhhhh…and breathe
was ok – i didn’t blow anyones socks off, but i didn’t do bad either.
cheers
the ofer on mums house gone up by 5k – asking for another 2.5 and its SOLD
not counting chickens – but happier.
AT LAST, have started on George orwells 1984.
as is the way with us illiterate proles 
some literature classed as absolute classics are usually shit. kurt vonnegut – is a bit shit, Catcher was the shittiest shit ever – but in my never ending quest to culturalisationise miself i march steadily forward.
in that light therefoe i can say that 1984 is completely the DOGS BITS MAN! It is fecking fabuloso – and i always new – its like a cultural thing within society how Orwell predicted stuff
the man predicted text messenging 
the BB stuff is fecking amazing - mean i an about a uarter of the way through the book. Winston has just started his diary and we ave just leared that he was once married and he did a minger prozzie.
theres not alot of story consideringwhere we arein the book, when Tolkein waffled ( oh boy did that man waffle) abou the hills and valleys of mordor and fangorn woods and he stuck a pissin’ elvish song that only sad fecks like dh actually read – EVEN with LOTR my favouratist book ever i was lke “ffs Tolky…get on with it”
but i am so not – bang up my street this book, the proles need to rise up to make a change, thought police, BB, OMG i have not been this excited since i read my very first Pratchett book 3 years ago.
well chuffed.
who suggested that anyway?
thanks whoever it was
Offer on House and other stuff
we have had an offer on the house, a neighbour actually wants it for his mother! they are being a bit cheeky though so we have asked for a bit more – will update when i find out more. I was looking at replacing the front windows too! got a man to go do a quote and everything.
got my board presentation tomorrow – in front of like 6 directors, at least one of the hates me.
shiot shit and double shit – say prayers for me!
I just realised something
This time last year, my mum would have been dead. i didn’t find her until the 26th but she had been there for a couple of weeks which means she would probably have been dead even though the death certificate says otherwise.
<pause>
i have lots of thoughts and nothing i can write down properly. I mourn her death and feel sorry for myself. this is in opposition to celebrating her life- which i am not and feeling sorry that she isn’t here. which i guess i am not. – so there are feelings ascribed to that too. like a play within a play.
i am going tosave my grieving until the 26th. there has to be a day – i can’t mourn whole weeks of maybes.
MUMSNET VIPERS
Forgot to tell you that the vipers are out again – y’know he ones that can’t stand to be wrong
I got accused of beng drunk ffs! i take much umbridge to that ! most of them hate their laura ashley lives so much that they drink merlot during the week – and i never drink during the week<preen>. I do what good working class people do – i go to the pub on Friday or Saturday ( never both for me i can’t get drunk twice in a row) and i then get shitholed. theres no refined process with me, at least i am honest to myself.
Then i got accused of “something going on” – yes becuase we all have to be fucking happy, drink merlot and love the world before we can post in disagreement don’t we.
What makes me piss is that the main protagonist of the piece consistantly undermined posters who disagreed with her with “you haven’t written that very well’ or “if i understand you – which is a bit difficult” ( cos you is a bit thick like) – and your argument isn’t on par with mine.
I pointed out that there were a few bitches and that it doesn;t matter how dressed up the comments were the comments were nasty.
Iwas accused of being a ‘bleeding heart’
I think i will go on at dinner time and see what transpired after that
UPDATE
NOTHING REALLY TRANSPIRED
An absolute intellectual BORE used that well known sound argument ‘if you dont like it don’t post’
does that go into all areas of life?
if you dont like it…. don’t speak out and walk away.
Someone quick tell Amnesty international
